the fact that im deeply hurt inside cant be hide any longer .
what more can i do ?
how i should i go about doing it ?
yes , there seems to be no point for me to tell you the truth when you still think that i lied .
idontknow , you know ?
im just going to sit and look .
i cant be bothered to say anything .
yes , i do respect you as my dad but i definitely need to earn some respect from you .
to be respected , you need to learn how to respect others first .
b , i need you the most right now . if you are reading this ,
i just want you to knoe that im losing this fight and i badly need you .
thanks , iloveyou b .