so i sit and i realised
with this tears falling from my eyes
i gotta change if i wanna keep you forever
i promise that im gonna try .
Monday, August 30, 2010 10:56 PM
hello (:
im now otp with my bbyboy .
wee , iloveyou alot .
and yes , i miss you like alot alot .
but its irritating for me , for people to come up to me and ask ,
"bayy , daa ader boyf?"
S U P E R I R R I T A T I N G
uhhh , haa .
((:
8:34 PM
hello !
oh well yes , today was the first day of school .
T I R I N G !
geesh , ohh and jyeahh . BEH Test2 , completed !
heeh , was relieved (:
and jyeah , PM . not done yet .
but tmrw , is the presentation day .
hell NO !
ohh and PBL ?
not yet done . cause yeahh , its alot of research stuff .
haiyaa .
ohh , i admit .
i was abit jealous seeing couples in school .
having bf/gf in the same school .
funn right ?
everytime , get to see each other .
haizz , me ?
i dont have a boyfriend .
so ? not a big deal aye .
hmm , i miss my sweetheart alot .
texted with bby along the way in school .
but then aft school , i texted bby .
no replies till its time to break fast .
i was seriously worried , haiyaa .
then gt to know thatt bby was asleep .
hmm , i miss you .
and i must say I MISS YOU ALOT !
much loves;
BayyzuraaCole!
Iyaz - So Big ( Official Video )
Sunday, August 29, 2010 12:15 AM
my love for you is so big (:
baybee , listen to this song ayee ?
haha . grrr !
loveyou b !
Friday, August 27, 2010 9:47 PM
and today is the 17th day of Ramadhan (:
and well , nothing much happened today .
grr , i was at home the whole day today .
and yeahh , help mummy bake cookies and all .
my 2 weeks holidays is gg to be up soon .
ohh , and first day is my BEH test2 .
seriously , im so not ready for it .
goshh , two more days for me to study .
and jyeahh , two days is NOT enough .
lets just pray hard that im going to do just fine .
hee ,okayy .
i miss JN1001B , like alot !
hee , and ohh . i miss my BFCK's (:
geesh , and of course .
i miss my sweetheart ; Rizwan .
like alot alot !
geesh , school is gg to start soon and jyeahh .
we wont have time to meet one another .
and thats the saddest part ):
heee , but nvm .
uhh , now im chatting with sweetheart .
i hate MSN !
cannot videol calll .
grrr !
3:55 AM
baby , iloveyou.
and i want you to know that head over heels for you (:
idontknow . only you know (:
i want to have a happy and bright future with you .
i wanna be your friend till the end .
i wanna lie on the bed with you as your wife .
i wanna give birth to your children .
and i want you to be the last guy to touch me and feel my kiss .
rizwan bby , iloveyousomuch .
will you be mine ?
entirely yours;
bayyzuraacole (:
Nurfatimah : Selembut Sutera (HQ Audio)
1:13 AM
ive been listening to this song that nadiah sent me (:
grr , its nice .
Thursday, August 26, 2010 9:34 PM
wait , no .
im not in a mood .
i dont feel good .
gosh , i want my mood back .
pleaseeee .
Wednesday, August 25, 2010 10:11 PM
awww , i love you so .
heee , and imma label you my future boyfriend now .
but , soon i will label you my boyfriend (:
heee oh weee , i swear .
i wont take you for granted anymore .
okay ? and i wanna make abg haziq feel at ease .
hee , abg . adek tau abg concern .
and i appreciate that alot . okay ?
im now in safe hands .
geesh (:
im so glad if you were to be mine .
and youre one of a kind .
i wanna be with you and only you .
weee , i have the bestest future boyfriend ever .
yay!
Monday, August 23, 2010 4:54 PM
in my mind , there's only you .
hmm , 24/7 . heee , youre so special .
i love you and only you okay syg ?
geesh (:
today , i met linda syg and we spent time talking heart to heart .
geesh , like seriously .
i love her alot . and babe , i feel you okay .
uhh , and ohh my dearest Farrah Jasmay .
i feel you too .
it seems like uh , ive tried to help but he .
he's seriously moved on .
and i cant do anything else but to just pray for his happiness .
and you , bbygirl .
i want you to get back up because i know youre still on th ground .
please , i wanna see that smile on your face like last time .
sayang , in life we dont always get what we want and true enough .
i know things happened due to a reason .
and i know , that you would someday .
you would find your happiness .
trust me .
i know its hard but you have to let it go slowly .
trust me bbygirl , let time heal everything .
okay ?
yes , okay .
bbyboy went to gym , i told him not to go .
and he's like , you and ibu the same .
urgh , we both love you and care for you .
thats why .
*slapsforehead*
syg syg ,i love you okay ?
heee , byeeee ((:
Sunday, August 22, 2010 2:17 PM
bayyzuraa , whats wrong with you ?
youve been thinking alot lately .
the more you start to stop thinking , the more you start to think .
pleasee bayy . dont think anymore .
):
12:32 AM
i love you with all my heart bbylove .
i dont know how many times ive said i love you but yeahh .
i mean it everytime i say it .
hee , i love your smile bby .
and when i see your smile , it makes me wanna smile even more .
and jyeah , i dont want to rake up the past .
because you told me not to .
and so , im ready to start anew with you .
insyallah , amin (:
well things are much better now and im relieved because mummy agrees about us . yes , and im much more glad because abg haziq gives us his blessings . and he's at ease when he saw me and you .
hee , was unexpected but heyy .
im happy . and bby , i never want to lose you .
because to me , youre precious .
youve never wanted me to wait for you but i want to .
and so , if things turn out not the way i wanted .
im not gg to blame you because you never have the intention to hurt me .
and whatever happens , im still going to love you .
okay , i guess .
im done here .
i love you so much and i want you to know that .
youre my favourite boy and im your favourite girl (:
much love ;
bayyzuraacole !
Tuesday, August 17, 2010 10:56 PM
hello , yes and its 17thAugust .
hee , that marks my 1year3months friendship with muhammad danial .
okay , and that marks that its exactly 2more months to my BIG day .
yay!
okay , today was average .
met my beloved friends .
im very very happy with them .
seriously , eventhough things was abit emotional at first but it all went okay in the end .
okay .
bby , im sorry .
i know , i shouldnt have told you all that .
really , but thats what and how i feel .
i had to tell you th truth .
i couldnt keep it much longer .
and now , idontknow .
no matter what , i'll wait .
eventhough the wait is hurtful .
i have to .
i know you have no intentions to break my heart .
but , i dont know .
gosh , i cant stop the tears from falling down my cheeks .
.....
Sunday, August 15, 2010 10:01 PM
hello Bloggers (:
and jyeah .
imissyou bby boy .
uh uh .
tmrw , no school .
ohh , 2weeks of holiday!
yeay!
but heyy .
i miss JN1001B and my BFCK's .
awww , nevermind .
we'll meet up !
yess . this 18th , gg esplanade .
doing project .
yes .
and then planning an outing for the whole JN1001B .
since im the welfare officer .
geesh , okayy .
and ohh , on the 20th .
its going to be a COUPLE's Day Out ?
hee .
me and my bby .
alifah and afiez .
aslinda and hazim .
naqiah and halim .
farhah and zulalfian .
ida and her bf .
heee . woahh , kecoh bro!
hahhaha .
i wanna sleeep now .
wait , NO!
i wanna webcam with bby .
heee , ohh well !
muchh love ;
SitiNorbyzuraa!
Saturday, August 14, 2010 2:08 AM
thats my baby ;
haha . okay go!
i miss him!
alot , like ALOT (:
okay , and so .
months , it'll take months .
i know i have to wait .
i know that .
why was i so stupid to neglect you the other time .
heh ?
idontknow .
and now , i have to wait .
what to do , have to .
because i love him (:
geesh . okay laa .
byeee!
much loves ;
Siti Norbyzuraa!
1:54 AM
Goodmorning Bloggers (:
okay im awake from my sleep at 9 plus pm just now , okay .
yesterday , 13thAug .
i had a blast , be it in school and outside .
geehees .
for school , we did PBL all the way and i can tell you my group is the BEST!
okay , i repeat .
we , BFCK's rock !
hahahaha .
okay shh , and then went to Tamp Mall with BFCK's to buy some stationaries !
hee , and then met Amira and Ida . and hafiz and zarruq .
hahah . waited for alifahh .
and boarded 31 to school for BL post Camp Training .
geesh , okayy . so my campmates .
HAPYY!
hehe . and jyeahhh , after BL .
went too simpang bedok for buka with Alifah , Afiez , Amira , Rasul ,Reza and Zarruq!
okay , zarruq treated us all .
okaygo!
hee . end of story .
i had funn!
super funn (:
kkayy , byeee!
much love ;
SitiNorbyzura!
Thursday, August 12, 2010 9:30 PM
HELLO!
hee , and there you have it .
the man , the guy , the boy that i love .
and no one else .
i dare to declare .
because he's just too special for me .
and i know ive done alot of stuff to him .
ive broke his heart 3 times .
i just cant seem to realise that he has always been there for me .
i was blind .
and i denied the truth .
well , now .
i cant deny that i love him ohh so much (:
and yeaa , i have to wait patiently .
yes , i have to .
and i will (:
but bby , dont take so long okay ?
causee i miss having a boyfriend .
okayy , lol!
i sound like im desperate .
but heyyy , i have to because i dont want anyone to steal you away from me!
get it ? heeeee (:
and i know , you'll be a great boyfriend for me .
hee , iloveyou rizwan!
your babylove ;
Sitinorbyzuraa (:
9:21 PM
okay !
heee , i have to tell you people .
that my friends are a great set of people!
hee . i love them sooooooooooooo muchh !
and jyeahh , they never fail to make me smile .
okay , im going off soon . and i'll be back with another blog post .
heeee (:
much lovess !
8:59 PM
yeaa , well hello!
hee , and its 2nd day of Ramadhan (:
im having my menses !
spoil!
haha . anywayy , things in school are beginning to get worse .
i mean , my friends . not my BFCK's but yeaa .
my bestfriend . my classmate . my nursing friend .
idontknow what to say . well , maybe . things happened for a reason that is very hard for us to even predict whyy that happened .
ohkayy . well , my life ?
alhamdulillah .
im blessed with my wonderful friends .
seriously .
i love them alot .
and they made me realise my mistakes .
thanks friends .
and ohh , aft tmrw .
i wont see any of my nursing friends for 2 weeks .
hmm , why ?
ohh , YOG vacation .
haha . and jyeahh , 2 weeks ?
ohh , BORED!
haha .
have planned a few stuffs .
hahah . yeahh , cant wait (:
weeee . okayy , i wanna FB!
hahaha . okay , takecare !
ohh and btw , that pict .
was taken on National Day (:
hee , much loves ;
Sitinorbyzuraa!
Sunday, August 8, 2010 10:52 AM
okay , and that was all taken on friday the 6thAugust2010.
i had national day celebration in school .
and i had to wear indian traditional costume .
yay!
and had to become a clown at forum . singing some national day songs .
hee . a fun experience you know .
and then went up to level 5 to change with my BFCK's .
yes , they were really a fun batch of people you all should get to know .
hee , imissyou people !
and then proceeded to tampines to eat at LJS with halim and naqiah .
we three went separate directions with the rest of BFCK's as the bus was packed .
and then we met them at LJS . hee .
lol . and yeaa , aft eating we went to open plaza .
yes , and we played charade and stuffs like that .
talk and talk . laugh and laugh .
ohh , yeeaa .
announcement ;
my bestfriend is now attached to my best babe (:
yay !
happyy , im very happpy for them you know .
geesh. anyway .
after that , my sister fafa .
joined us and we had funn too !
yes , and then met faeezal .
had funn .again .
yes , friday was AWESOME (:
i had super loads of fun .
hee . okay . gtg now .
ceeyyh , im gg to school today for the lighting of YOG torch .
im sure im going to have a lot of fun .
yeess!
kkay , will take pictures but i dont think i can upload it asap.
hehs , okay go !
takecare people (:
much love ;
SitiNorbyzura!
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 9:52 PM
today was extremely the most busiest day ever .
yes , but nevertheless .
it was a fun day with JN1001B .
im very proud that we have 100 percent pass for our BH and Phase Test .
hee , Class B Good Job !
G-double O -D JOB .
GOOD JOB (clap2x)
GOOD JOB (clap2x)
heheh . wee , oh wee .
and then had this stupid argument thru text with zulalfian .
omg , like seriously .
if youre not happy , come face to face with me okay ?
pleasee , i know i made your life horrible .
but please laa , urgghh .
i dont want to bother you . but since you threatened me saying that you aint gonna let me off and you want me to wait . sure thing .
i'll wait .
lets see , what you can do .
okay go !
im really verryyyy tired .
heee , okay good night !
sweeetest dreams ayeee ? (:
heyy , wait !
its my 90th post , heee .
yayy !
much love ;
SitiNorbyzura!
4:01 AM
good morning people .
yes , i know .
blogging now , at this hour ?
haha . funny right .
but jyeahh . i selpt at 9 yest and i woke up at 3plus .
then i went onto fb .
then now im here at blogger .
heheheh .
yes , later ive got school.
first lesson is already like 2hours of combine lecture .
pfft .
today will be the rehearsal for the national day celebration thingy .
uhh , im kinda excited actually .
weeheehee .
im wearing an indian costume with the accesories .
hee , okay just now was the most fun-est day in school .
we talked , we laughed , we joked .
thats the great thing that i love bout my BFCK's .
LMAO !
hee , gosh .
boy , i understand how you feel .
dont worry , i hope things will get better for you and them .
like seriously , i will pray for that to happen .
bout us ?
i dont think its a really good time just yet .
with your condition .
na-ah .
hey , but no matter what .
you know , i know aye ?
im just happy to know you .
like really .
thanks for appearing in my life .
aye ?
much appreciated .
okay okay , imma stop now .
hees , lets go! to bed .
hahah . i still have 1hr30mins to sleep .
haha . okay , will blog again later .
i guess .
hee , takecare .
much loves ;
SitiNorbyzura!
Sunday, August 1, 2010 8:25 PM
First post for the month of august (:
yess . okay , just now went picinic at ECP .
hees , unplanned picnic .
yes . ii had a BLAST with my family .
geesh , okay .
tmrw , school !
yay !
haha . okay .
well , ive gradually make alot of mistakes with people .
hurting and breaking people's heart .
for that , i wanna apologise .
i know , ive been repeatedly saying this .
and jyeah . let me say this once and for all .
im never gg to repeat my mistakes ever again .
okayy .
lets start over a new leaf , shall we ?
leave the past behind .
okaygo !
yes , okay .
PHASE TEST , yest was manageable .
alhamdullilah , its done .
next up ; CN Class Test .
yes , ive gotta work doubly hard to maintain my gpa .
hehs . okay , love life ?
idontknow .
maybe yes or maybe a no .
im scared of KARMA .
ive did alot of wrong things in the past .
hmm.
now , i love somebody .
and yeah , im not ready just yet .
okay people , lets go to sleep !
hahah .
random .
okay chaoo !
much love ; SitiNorbyzura (:
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