i just wanna die .seriously .
i dont know whats wrong with me these few days .
whats up with me ?
i cant even make my boyfriend happy .
instead i made him teared for me .
why must i be rude and stubborn ?
what is all this bay ?
i love you so much boyfriend , really .
i dont know how to say it to you .
it's been an emotional ride for me and my boyf .
and sometimes i feel that do i deserve to be loved by you .
i hate myself so much .